Just me....

Hey guys, just wanted to write about whats going on in my world lately.

Its always so nice to blog about life versus just my photography. I mean i love my photography it is ME but there are so many other pieces of my puzzle.

Summer has began so nice. The kids fight a bit but other than that i have tried to be as patient and fun as possible.

For the next month after my Nachitoches wedding I am gonna be a lot slower. which is nice. I feel like I can stop and enjoy my lil friends. We have done a lot of fun things lately together and this evening me and mae mae have a serious game of kick ball scheduled.

This weekend we will all laze around in the lazy river at the casino i am really excited about that. just to be outside in a nice cool pool is so exciting.

I was talking to a friend the other night...and ya'll I have just been in a rut...its not my kids, not my job as mom, wife and photographer its just ME. I think everything that has been going on with my parents is just weighing on me more than i want it to.

And maybe I am just selfish but i need away from my house time alone you know what i mean. I love love love my babies and my hubby but sometimes i just want to get out and get sideways all by myself, or go grab a coffee and drive around, or walk around the mall Alone - is that WIERD??? And sometimes I would like to do those things with my husband but what the heck happened to babysitting does No one babysit anymore lol....i have the hardest time finding a sitter....ok i am starting to vent and now the one year old and two year old are having a serious head butting fight.....

I just wanted to have a lil time blogging and clear my thoughts which is hard to do with kids piled on top of me....but at least i wrote something!